Wednesday, April 28, 2004
Haiz~~
GeEe.. i'M FULL.. aHakz~
Baby gave me 2 bucks for school.. ErkZ~ better than nothing..
kHekHekHe~
The Mee Soto?? Ermm.. Not Noice at all.. but yummy.. Coz me HunGrYYY~~
GeeWeeez~~ kHekHekHe~~ Now i sound like Popeye when i laugh..kHekHekHekHe~~
Hmm.. I'm soOoO sleepy now.. guess didn't get much sleep last nyte..Accompanied my baby till his Brother Cuzz came to fetch him.. *YaWnz*
So yeah.. Mama showed my Dada Baby's new phonie.. Hmmm she really wants tht Hp sia.. Poor Mama.. Still stuck with the ever strong 3310 phone... kHekHekHe~~
Maybe She's gonna get it on Mother's Day... Awwww~~~ How SwEeTz..
Last nyte.. Mama told us about some creepy encounters happening at home.. Erkz~ And Acit blows out saying its damn creepy in the nyte under the void deck.. Boo Hooo~Making me freak out whenever getting home late.. Argh!! I dont want some "THING" following me back home or even disturbs my peace... GaWd!
GeeWeez~~ ..::..Back to REaLiTY..::..
So yepp.. mE soOo cold in here.. Need baby's hug to make feel warm again.. Gee.. oh yeah baby.. Last nyte "TREATS" were nOiCE~..
Get wat i mean Darling? *WiNkz*
Hmm.. Gotta study and squeeze all the Brain juice for tmr's Big Biz Fundamentals CA.. eRkz~
Hopefully i can make it.. And yah.. gotta do that PPT thingy again... ErGh~
Can wait to get home.. Maybe find some food to eat abit.. *WiNkz*
Then Go to SLEEP & SNORE!!
Then gotta call baby and study up for the test.. Haiz~~
Don't think will be talking to him long either.. His exams are like wat? Tomorrow!! GeeeWeeez~~
Best Of Luck baby~
*whOoPIee*
Whoopiee?? DoInk`
x My unthoughtful thoughts at
3:04 pm
Tuesday, April 27, 2004
bRrR~~
I'm so cold.. In this Comp Lab...
I'm so bored.. i dunno wat to do now.. Haiz~
I'm so hungry.. Mama took back the 10 bucks she given me this morning saying i took so long to accept it... Awww~ Wats this? and she staright went out to go the shops..
Wat the?!
Haiz~
Now i'm half thru the day and finishing school soon in erm.. wat? 15 mins more.. Argh!!!
I can't survive it anymore.. i'm freaking cold.. Brrrr~~
So yeah.. I got a certificate for what?Certificate of excellence for achieveing wat? 98% accuracy at 32 wpm?? Erkz~ How lame can dat be.. Haiz wat the hell~~
So yeah.. I'm really hoping to see Acit today... hmmm.. I wonder~ I wonder~ and that Lil boy is still sleeping.. Haiz~
Was Blog hopping and i saw my possesion being post by someone else.. ErKZ~~
kHekHekHekHe~~
Hmmmm...I wonder~ I wonder~
Geee.. Gawd! I'm so hungry dat i think i can eat up an elephant in a gulp.. AhakZ~
Ya ryte.. how lame can i be.. Geee WeeeZzZz~~
Last nyte i slept erm.. kinda early.. Yeah.. and this moron kidd had to wake me up.. Ergh~~ And it was like 12 midnyte... Erkz~~ Kinda early but i really tot it was like 3 am.. Arsehole... ErGH~~
Watever... Wonders wat mama's gonna cook toNYTE?? GeeeWeEez~~
Erkz~
*SnOrEZzZzZzZzZ..sNoRtZ,sNOrTz..*~~
x My unthoughtful thoughts at
3:15 pm
Monday, April 26, 2004
Wee Wuuu~
Erkz~ Dont know whats dat for.. Okay.. My comp at home is lagging.. ERgh~ and i can't write up my entry at home.. Buuu Huuu~
Was hanging my log layout to a new plainer look.. But Fucking Comp... Spolit my mood..
So Friday, spent my nyte sleeping at home.. While baby was partying his birthday.. *SmIlez* Glad to know he had fun...Just happy for him..
So Went Pasir Ris Park with him on Saturday.. Erm.. Doing nothing.. Just eating Burgers.. AhAkz~ Den some pEePS giving us the look.. Aiyo~ Is it wrong to eat Burgers at the park?! Duh!!
So yeah.. Exceded the tyme and i missed my last train Boo HooO~
Lucky theres Prazz.. and i feel so bad for asking him to fetch me at Ang Mo Kio... Erkz~
Niwae Thankz Mate.. Owe u one.. Hmmm.. DaRn.. I still feel bad.. Feels like i'm using a friend just coz he has a scoOt.. Erkz.. Sorry ya~
And yeah... Sunday.. Stayed at home doing nothing.. Just sleep and Laze around the house watching Tv and eat.. Ergh~ Like u guys have any better idea for me to do at home then eat and sleep.. So i was looking high and low.. searching thru all cabinets for food.. I'm so hungry.. and today, i was checking the fridge for almost 10 times hoping a miracle would happen and somehow a few Chocolate Bar would appear.. ErgH~ Wat a luck~
And Baby dont allow me to buy ChocolatezZzZz... bOO hOOO~~*sObZ* *SobzZ*
So yeah.. Been really cutting down on my CiggiEs.. Yeah.. I'm a social smoker now.. well, at least not that bad like last tyme.. and yeah.. at least now i can survive a few days without a smoke.. WhoA~ Hang On bIkZ~
A step at a time is good yeah.. Yeah.. Ahakz~ Foolish me syaing i could do it n a few weeks time.. yeah i can.. but the temptation to smoke.. PeErz around and the atmosphere... HaIz~
So yeah.. I'm freaking hungry now.. and i brought like wat? Only a 2 dollars?! GawD!!
How am i gonna survive.. ErKz~~
*SmOkEyZ*
x My unthoughtful thoughts at
11:39 am
Friday, April 23, 2004
ArGh!!!
WEnt out last nyte with moi true bLue meL (whose suddenly in b.E.p now Hey mOmMa~), PraZzIE and of coz moi BaBy.. and we watched DAWN OF THE DEAD..
Argh!! I shud say.. Its a fucking must watch movie... The zombies.. everything.. WhoA~
Get the shock now and then.. MeLLie got all excited before the show and while watching, covering her face with her jacket.. asking some stupid question that obviously was the director's idea.. Haiya~
sO yeah.. The thrills we got.. The gruesome kiLLingz.. Awesome!
So yeah.. played our own version of dawn of the dead.. at Plaza Singapura.. HahaI~
Baby rolling around at the maLL... Err.. i was like wat the? khEkhEkhE~
NevermOind~ Birthdy boy nye pasal.. Golek lah ko.. TeeHeehee~
and shoot innocent peoPle walking in the mall as if their Zombies.. Ahakz.. But not after Praz whu acted dead lying infront of one shop.. Erkz~
We ran and eran.. Hide and ran again.. Ahakz~ Its gonna be cOoL witH Our own verSion..
Thankz to Our truE bluE mEL.. who became our hero.. and her sidekick Acit.. Who, erm... yeah..
So.. Protecting the innocents? Erkz~
Not forgetting Dine & Dash.. WoPZ~
Hahaha.. not paying fer our food.. and yeah.. Prazz really walk so fast.. khekhekhe~
In the day, met Acit and and he lost his TooLbOx.. And i was like huh? How? When? Erkz~ Okay..
Aww, i feel sorry for baby.. Said it would cost him a few hundreds to replace the things in there.. OucH~ Dats alot of sum..
Haiz.. He showed mama how cOoL he's 7200 Nokia phonie can record some songs.. Hmmm...
So yeah.. It's Baby's birthday.. I really wanna spent it with him.. but he wanted to go Zouk and all.. And Mel cant accompany me coz she gotta go back to her aunt's place tonyte.. hAIz~
Hmm.. I need those cash.. I feel like such a loser... feel so useless.. kinda down too.. Haiz~
Niwae.. Love ya Baby~
*SIgH*
x My unthoughtful thoughts at
9:22 am
Wednesday, April 21, 2004
Feeyuh~
Aite, just finish moi Access database.. I'm getting good at it. khekhekhe~
So yeah.. So this rawkstar teacher is getting funny but lame(sometimes) and creepy..
Suddenly she got so excited with the Love Meter.. DoiNk`...
So yeah.. Can't wait to get back home now.. Can see moi baby boy.. Hmmm..
Miss him already.. khekhekhe~ Hmmm.. Kinda hungy too.. Gawd! I've been eating alot sia lately.. Ergh`...
So yeah.. I'm craving fer a lot of food.. *SluRps*
So yeah, Mel kept on singing bout that "Kak Siti" song.. Haiz~
Dunno wat to do sia.. Wat along day today.. Biz Fundamentals test has been postpone...
So now I have two test papers in a day.. Argh!! Both theory wise.. Gee.. My brain's gonna explode soon.. The juice are just drying up day by day.. Well Pudgy woman was freaking irritating.. Ergh.. Wanna kol my mama just cause i kept wearing moi Diesel shoes to scooL.. Wat The Fuck?
Ergh... Now pEeps talking bout Malaysia Politics.... Hmmm.. Future Democrates.. See.. Told ya.. Ahmad can be the new face in our Dollar notes..So LOng Yusuff! kWaakWaakWaaKwaa~
Aitez..Hmmm.. Wonder i could get Haagen Daz's Ice cream again.. Ergh.. I'm so dying for another.. Awww.. Please send me some money...
Baby's Birthday is on Friday and i'm still so dumb.. coz i dunno wat to do... Gee.. wat kinda Gf am i.. Wonder if i could join him to Zouk.. Ergh~
Wher's Yana when i need her?? Talking bout her.. Damn.. i miss her crappy stuffs.. Been a freaking long tyme since i chill out with her.. tHAT working woman.. Haiz~
Moi Index finger is so painful.. Darn~Not sho why? Geee..
Haiz..
*WhAt ThE HeLL?!*
x My unthoughtful thoughts at
3:57 pm
Tuesday, April 20, 2004
Ohhhh~
Isn't that food just nice? Wished icould have some Wanton Noodles.. I'm craving for em'.. Slurp, Slurp~
My tummy's so empty.. ate just a few biscuits this morning with plain water.. Den we gotta jogg the whole road in the school and Damn.. am i so hungggy now.. I need food..
Foodd... Aint got any money to buy any i meant.. Dada hasn't got his pay yet and all of us gotta strave fer a few days ahead..Awww.. dats so long.. Can't wait to get back home to eat.. Erpz~ Gotta see baby at 5 at the interchange.. Haiz~
So engrossed with his nu-hp.. ahakz`.. stealing my ideal phone.. ERGH!!
So yeah, In the Comp Lab and its freaking freezing cold... Brrrrr~
My fingers are so numb..and the sun is scorching outside... Ergh~ Its benn a hot hot week. or should i say weekS..
Just the best time tohead down the beach and chill out.. maybehave a dip in the water.. Ahhhh~ How refreshing... And u'll get cool down.. Damn~ wish i could go to the beach and get some dips too.. But hah! Tests...tests.. and more tests.. Ergh! Exams are just around the corner and i'm not prepared fer anything.. Whats going to happen to me? School is such a bore.. Just today, again we've got that 2 hour break..
Early in the morning, we had to run.. then the 2 hour break.. then we had Biz Com.. but we just have to sit back and listen to some mates presenting their projects.. then another breakk..Ergh~ And no.. Keyboarding... Boring!! Gee.. its gonna be long week... Haiz.. Aitez.. gotta go now.. Teachz` been kind enough letting us early.. Gotta get home now..
*GrRwL*
x My unthoughtful thoughts at
3:11 pm
Monday, April 19, 2004
WhOa~
Was reading Stuff Magazine and i was whoa~ Pornstars..
Gee,these pornstars have the damn beautiful assets.. Just the Bods that i want..Like Pamela Anderson's maybe..with smaller boobies obviously...
Muakakakaka~!!!
Okay quit it.. imagine me with dat bod.. khekhekhe~
The full lips, fair, smoothe skin that u'd carress all nyte long.. the long hair with soft curls running down the face... khekhekhe~ Denk~ Shol'y u can't resist me.. I'l make ya wanting me morre~
khekhekhe~
Bet I'm da only Black Wild CherrY u'd ever fyne~
But it's stored up only fer my lucky honey Daddi..*winkz*
Ahakz~ I can get as kinky as u want.. Just wait fer da ryte tyme HOn~
Candy Bars~
Aite... was reading my mail and those sweet words i cant seem to just delete...
Sometimes, we just don't appreciate those people who
really care for us. Until they leave us, until we lose them. Then
we regret. Outer beauty doesn't matter; it's the inner one that
counts. It's better to tell someone how much you love them. Rather
than to not tell them and lose them without telling them. You'll regret.
Love is when we fight till the very last minute just to show
and tell someone how much we love them.
x My unthoughtful thoughts at
10:04 pm
My love leaves falls down easily in my eyes~
Hmmm, thursday nyte.. A nyte i wouldn't want it to repeat... I don't know why... I'm just too weak to face it on my own..After talking with Acit on wednesday, really tot everything was fyne.. but i t wasn't.. Sheesh.. So it dragged on to thursday nyte.. Timeoff? I just dont understand.. Yeah, maybe it will do us good but i can't do it.. I dunno why? I'm so afraid to loisng someone like him.. i cant bear the thought waking up the next day only to find out that he's not there for me...After crying out and talking things out... i just can't seem to sleep.. Like Duh! I dont even habve a peaceful mind.. that fear of him leaving me fer my stupidity.. or whose? I dunno.. I wrote in some thoughts.. Just hoping he'd read it and understand my feelings.. I wanna know..
Acitz, please tell me that you stayed coz you loved me too much to leave me alone and nott coz its gonna make me happy.. You see, you've never failed to brighten up my days no matter how hurt and down i'll be... But everytime, for that 20 hours i'm smiling because of what you've made me feel, you'd only noticed that 5 mins i've cried..
Baby please tell me that i'm still your old sunshine that you loved too mugh to shine for you.. I've broken your heart and i wanna mend it.. I'm sorry baby.. I'm really sorry.. Please just give me that one more chance to make it all up to you.. Can you give me that hug and say that our love will never die and that you'll be right here for me and you still care?
Baby, i'm sorry to have caused you much pain.. I was stupid.. Putting down on you, saying you're unreasonable and other harsh words that i really dont mean.. I know you so much wanted that timeoff between us but i cant seem to let go.. Coz you hold my happiness deep within.. And if you leave, u'd take that happiness away from me.. Many tears have i shed coz i dont want you to leave me... I really need you beside me for i cant do it on my own now as i've chosen to be with you together in this journey always..
I really dont know how to make it up to you, but i will.. Those times i've hurt is a regretful thing in my heart that i woudn't wanna repeat.. I'm sincere and have lotsa faith in us together.. and nothing will change my perception of that.. I'll prove all your doubts wrong Acit and take your time if you really need to for trusting me.. I'll understand.. For all, I love you from the bottom of my heart...
*WeEpZ*
bAcK To ReALItY~
Met Acit on Saturday... Went Fort Canning only to get wet.. Thankz alot for that mad man chasing me with a boottle full of water.. Ergh!
So check out the kid's fairy wings.. So cute~ Wished i could get those wings... Maybe i can be a Kinky Fairy aye??Khekehkhe~
So yeah.. that saw Acit's Secondary mate and went chilling out with them, watching soccer, get some booze and smoke erm.. Sheeshar..
Then play some cards.. It was fun.. Hmm seems like Ahmad now knows how to talk to me better unlike before.. He's one funny guy.. Calling me that Bapok name " MiMi"
ERgh~~ So faggs sia~
So yeah.. Baby sent me home dat nyte.. Tho he was thinking of going to the clubs dat nyte.. but erm.. with he's frens crib empty? sholy they'll bring some chixx in dat nyte after party for some jiggy in with it stuffs.. And with the thought that my baby's going to be there at the place? No.. A DEFINITE BIG NO-NO!!!
So now eveythings fyne.. eventho the thought of thursday nyte still keep haunting me dat and nyte.. i just wished someone could make it go away.. But i noe.. No one can..
Jusrt let it haunts me for that way, i'd wont be doing some stupid stuff.. so yeah.. gotta rush right now.. Fingers are cramping like hell.. So yeah... some girls get so excited in the rroom watching some pics in the internet.. Childish~
Haiz~
x My unthoughtful thoughts at
4:40 pm
Wednesday, April 14, 2004
Aite~
Hmm.. been sometime since i wrote an entry.. Good Friday.. Had a BBQ pit with my family and all my Cuzz.. So yeah, Saturday nyte.. really had my Ice-Cream.. Yummy... U bet its nice..Thankz Baby...
So yeah.. Monday, went Palawan with Acit and sad to say that i've to part with my Pink Flip-Flops..
Gee.. I really miss it.. can'y get over the fact tht its confisticated by the teachz.. Ergh!!!
And Acit gotta buy me a new, prettier Flip-Flops... Hehehehehe.. Thankz again Baby..
Later dat nyte, we head to Acitz place.. been a while since i've been going dere.. and yeah.. Hehehehe.. Went to the stars... *Blushes*
So yeah.. Last Nyte, wat a nyte.. Was talking to Acit in da Kitchen and wen suddenly.. *Pooopz* went da lights... Major Blackout... Sheesh.. .Tot it was da ghost.. or something.. Really got the creeps from watching I.T with da marbles.. Brrrr~
Some pEeps went kinda frantic fer awhile der....searching fer candles, torchlights and fans.. Gee.. Even the lights at the roads were off.. Erkz! Maybe we should install the Emergency Light in the house.. Coz it seems that my corridor is lited up thankz for the Exit sign(emergency light) at the stairs...Hmm... So yeah...
Mama was searching fer da candles and thanks to my handphone we manage to lit up two big candles.. HHmm, nice tyme fer a ritual aye? But on tuesday nyte? eRKZ...~ The source of light searching the candles? LUckily my handphone is lousy but useful... TeeHeehee...
Can't finish up my project due to the electricity tripp.. Lucky i saved my work already.. Hah~
Gee.. I dunno.. Read my msg at Friendster and Baby seems to get the wrong idea..
How can i prove him wrong?? I tried so hard.. and still am trying no matter wat he thinks..
So yeah never mind.. I'll just talk to him about this and hopes he understand.. I mean i'm not the only party here msging in the internet.. well at least i'm in da worse case i guess... Hmmm..
Aite.. In school and and i got to go now.. Bells ringing fer me to leave....
*poOf*
There's a sea between us, Acit.. And i wish that it weren't true coz every day when i awake,I always yearn to be with you and only you..
*LurVez*
x My unthoughtful thoughts at
10:59 am
Tuesday, April 13, 2004
The NEVERENDING Story
I turned around and looked at what I see in his face,
the mirror of my dreams make believe that i'm everywhere,
living in his eyes written on the pages is the answer to our neverending story..
I try to reach the stars, fly a fantasy, dream a dream, and what I see will be
and there upon the rainbow is the answer to our neverending story...
I showed no fear, for he may fade away in my arms,
the birth of a new day lives that keeps our secrets will unfold behind the clouds
and there upon the rainbow is the answer to our neverending story...
x My unthoughtful thoughts at
10:32 am
Thursday, April 08, 2004
Sobz~
I'm just so touched.. yeah.. Firstly my tear just fall in the computer lab while the teachz is teaching infront coz i was reading Acit's blog.. and it is really...gee, i dunno flattering? But wat ever.... I'm really so touched that someone out dere cares for me.. and loves me just as much as i love him too..
[[Blushes]]
So yeah... in the self access room now.. nah, not having my lunch today.. ergh~
"mE SoOo hUNGgRIeEE"
erkzz... Gee, saw dat Molly in da train while waiting fer Mel.. Geee...
I think its betta it da pixs.. Ahakz... Nah.. Neither i guess.. Hahahaha...
So yeah.. Watever.. whu cares anyway.. If she's one BOMB like Mabel, den i guess i'd be respecting her.. but nah.. No biggie.. U noe whu's Mabel? Dat bombshell in one of GoldFingers song lah.. Ahakz~ How lame can i be.. yeah watever.. khekhekhekhe~
So.. erm... Acit wanna treat me to Swensen's Ice Cream...Wuuu huuu~
Erkk... B... treat me to Haagen Dazs instead maybe? You know they have better ice creams den Swensen.. Hehehehe....
So yeah.. Geee.. i dunno maybe wanna change moi song already.. Makes me feel like a psycho on the loose... Oh yeah, saw Ganesh in the train just now.. Erm, well, i've got no other ways dat i can think in saying hi to him.. Hehehe.. Wish i cud see glenn.. Its been a long tyme since i met up with my abang already.. Awww.. miss him.. bUT nevertheless i miss my baby boy, Acit, the most.. Making me fall in love more and more deeper day by day and i guess that explaains why i kept missing him even fer a minute thats he's away..
*LUrVez*
x My unthoughtful thoughts at
11:46 am
Tuesday, April 06, 2004
Brrrr~
So Ice Cold~ Aites its raining and deres no way dat i'm going home in that weather full of lightnings.. Gee..
I ate fucking alot today.. Gee.. Hahaha.. Ate erm.. Rice with curry and sayur bendeh.. den during our sec0nd lunch, ate Chicken Chop.. *Burpz* Oppsie... Excusez Moi~
Khekhekhekhe~
And we watch Lil Mel ate her mashy potato.. Awww, poor thing.. Just peirced her tongue and cant eat this, cant eat dat.. Hehehehe..
Gee.. Suddenly I'm freaking craving fer MRS FIELDS BROWNIE!!
Been awhile since i last ate dat wonderful, delighting, tasty, sweet and tempting piece of brownie... Wish i had da money to buy like at least two of the brownie.. Aww...
I dont think i can sleep neither can i think dat well if the brownie keeps calling my name to grab em..
Argh!! Somebody help me... PuhhhLeeeez...
*DyInG of CravIngZ*
x My unthoughtful thoughts at
4:07 pm
Monday, April 05, 2004
Haiz~
Aite was suppose to go to da beach yesterday but cancelled da planns due to some things dat poppe up last minit.. So yeah went to see Mr Merly.. Its great.. hehehe.. .Talking bout Godzilla which would emerge from the sea roaring in vengence any moment.. And Ultraman will come and rescue us... khekhekhe~ It feels like the first time i met Acit... All the crappy stuff i use to say and he'll be just laughing at all the lame jokes and says how funny i am no matter how lame and irrelevant my jokes are... Haiz~
Its just not the same any more.. Wel, he still laughs at my joke.. but nowadays he's been kinda tired to " layan" already... Haiz~
So yeah.. I dont mind...
Teachz' not comin today and i'm finishing school at 1... yeah.. wuu Huu~
Just sleeep and snoore all day long.. Opps.. i forgot.. going to accompany Mel to pierce her tongue.. Weird, Kinky Chick...
U bet she is.. I mean we are.. With Vid... She's great.. Hahahaha...
Suddenly the thoughtg of dat fucking slut came to my mind.. Haiz~ Wat ever is happening to her.. So yeah...I dont give a fuck bout her...
Just an acquantaince... Gee.. i wonder how the hell i got so close to her??
Gee... Wat ever~~
So yeah.. Dunno wat to do.. still an hour left in this ice cold labby room.. Ergh~
Those chinese peEps infront are like making me sick.. Puke~
Haiz~ Dee's birthday in a few days.. and den Ashik'z den its Acit'z..
And their all 18 peEpz.. Gee.. I'm still half way thru enjoying being 17(i dont noe wat da hell is dere fer me to enjoy bout being 17 except dat its a legal age to read the magazine Seventeen..Khekhekhe)
Besides dat..you're like in da middle of nowhere... Gee.. Half thru here and half thru there...
SheEsh... But i'm enjoying my life... One way or another.. Its has never been better... with great peeps and all. Oh yes.. speaking of PeEps.. ben some tim esince i hang out with Yana.. Dat crappy chick..
hAIZ~ Miss dose days when we use to go town just da two of us and checking out new stuffs.. go spending our salary as if we own the Microsoft Company..Piercing our belly buttons together with dat sapphire diamond stone sparkling whenever we stretched our body.. love dat moment.. and how we wanted to braids our hair and den u didnt wait fer me..Hmph~ Hahahaha.. Checking out da guys are great.. and how we met Mamat. and Ogy whom we critricise like hell.. hahahaha.. and to think dat they are actually one of Acit's peEps.. Eeekz!
Hahahaha... aite.. I'm so hungry... Been eating little dis few days..
Last nyte just grabbed a burger at BK and Caramel pIe.. Gee.. how can i mss dat one out... Uuuhhh~ REally hungry...
Gee.. sometimes i wonder why i'm always typing in a large entry.. cant it always be like fewer words next tyme.. Hahahahaha....Now moi frens syas i'm Gloria Estefan.. Erkz~ Tot dey forgot bout dat thing.. Gee...
If I can reach Higher!! Oh yeah.. sometimes i wish i was taller but then again i lurve.. being da short Ol me.. hehehehe..
PeEeZE!!!
*CheErz*
x My unthoughtful thoughts at
11:05 am
Saturday, April 03, 2004
CheeRz~
Just woke up.. Eekz.. i've been sleeping fer 12 whole hours... My body's aching..
And got so hungry.. deres nothing to eat.. Mama went out just now without waking me up.. And she's babbling bout my room being untidy.. Gee, its been ages since i last clean up moi room.. Looks like one pig's sty.. Ergh~ Well.. its about time too.. i'l just clean later.. The sky is so dark and its raining heavily..
Well, grandpa's here sleeping soundly.. Surprise,surprise..
Aite, yesterday i ate alot.. One whole muffin given by Fahmie Wonderer(dat so kental guy)fer breakfast and ate briyani fer lunch and in the night ate black pepper steak, Satay, some fries and ice kacang at Satay Club, Sembawang with Acit and my family.. Uhhh... moi tummy's getting big with all the food..
Then later dat nyte, watch Hidalgo.. which was all about horse racing..
Catch the midnyte show and it ended not until 3.15... wat a long story...
So yeah, it was wonderful getting to spent my time with Acit on our 4th month relationship.. Look how far we've gone~
Time really flies with a blink of an eye...
Its been 4 wonderful months sharing my life with him...getting to know him was never a thing dat i would regret.. He's been nice, kind, caring and understanding all throughout... And he never fails to turn me on.. [[Wink,wink]]
He's been one special thing in my heart and and one greatest thing life has slapped me with... And the feeling is all so sweet.. all so safe and secure..
Maybe dats what we call love.. a feeling all so extraordinary...
Oh yeah, thinking of it.. i remembered last nyte i told him at the park..
That if what i'm giving him right now can't make all his dreams go away.. I really dont know what else is there for me to do.. I'm trying my best to prove him all wrong but it just seems as though like what i'm doing stil cant make it go away... I dont like the feeling i had in me about him having this dreams bout me.. about us falling apart.. Maybe coz we are still new in this journey but its a special thing and i wanna keep it and want us to be going for as long as i can keep it going... Haiz~
U can think whatever u want.. Me being too obsessed and paranoid over him..
Obsessed? No.. Paranoid? Maybe.. Coz he's the only one i want in this life..
I wanna let him noe dat I'l be by his side no matter what happen in this life.. even if the stormy weather ever came in his life, i'll be his golden sunshine, every day and every night..
*Acit's SuNShiNe*
x My unthoughtful thoughts at
6:57 pm
Thursday, April 01, 2004
Deng Daga Deng Dang Peng Pala Peng Put Poop Poop~
Aite.. dunno where dat come from.. Hahahaha..
Early in da morning, i ate free chocolates... Hahahaha.. Yummy~
So yeah.. Last nite, watched dat soccer match, Singapore vs Japan..
Duh~ Whu doesnt know the outcome.. Erkk..
No hope ler.. So.. peeps presenting IT project and here i am blogging..
Eekz~
So last nitght i was fooled but Acit.. Gee, he's good.. and i actually fall fer dat.. ERgh..
I'm so foolish.. Sorry baby..
So Dis friday baby wanted to watch Hidalgo.. Hmm.. the advert looks interesting.. with actions and effects.... Wuu huu~
Haiz~ misz moi baby already.. I just wanna tell me dat I'll love him no matter wat happen.. and nothing will change dat in me.. He's the greatest thing dat had ever happen to me.. Even if he has doubts in me and as time pass by, i wanna let him noe that i'd prove him wrong.. May i have a wonderful journey and may our love never ends..
*LurVez*
x My unthoughtful thoughts at
10:01 am
