Friday, February 27, 2004
ERGH!!!
Early, early in the morning... Was welcomed with a frustrating news... Gee, wat else if its not bout that pOodle.. She really gets on moi nerve.. ARGH!!!
I dont care... She's just a waste of tyme. .Okay, So Vid was also kinda cranky today.. Gee.. Worries & Problems~
Haiz~
Sheesh.. Okay, so yeah erm.. Last nyte, da cramps were so bad... OUCH!!
But then again had a great tyme with Acitz.. Really great tyme..
Met Mel and Praz under moi blok and played cards fer an hour.. Sheesh..
So yeah got tired and head back home..*WINK*
Farid called me last nyte saying he wantd to talk to me but when i called he was online with Eyan instead.. Gee.. Nvm..
So yeah he's gonna be filled with Comps all around.. Good Luck Scootchie..
Maybe we'll head on to see ya climb someday aite..
So yeah... I dunno...
Feels lyke going to town later.. and heading to the beach tmr fer some tanning... Just hope i got some cash from moi Dada..
So yeah.. Town... Been sometyme since i went dere..And erm... Yeah.. Gotta still check out that Shirt i wanna get.. Ergh.. So Vogue~ Khekhekhe...
So yeah.. I cant wear that black off shoulder blouse.. Coz it just doesnt looks good with moi Diesel.. Unless its with moi heels...Gonna look so 'Seniorita' dancing to the Salsa beat of Royal Drums.. Or wat about dat Spanish song.. Wuu Huu~ Check out dat bootie shaking with moi Chicaz...*wink*
But deres no occasion fer such a wear... Gee, not lyke i'm going clubbing or something....
Mel's so stressed up with her nu-picture thingy.. Now she's happy coz her eyes looks kinda sleek... Gee..
Yeah she's gonna wear that Roxy shirt.. Ergh.. So yeah.
Still wondering erm... Sounds good chilling by Mister Merly.. Been sometyme too that me & Acit paid him a visit.. Gee, how i miss Mister Merly.. khekhekhekhe~
Can't wait to be in Baby's arm again.. Uuhhh~ Imagine that arms around you, the warmth which makes you feel safe and secure and that you are loved.. and looking up to his face and admiring that sweet smile of his and his dreamy eyes which kept looking in your eyes..And whispering words that makes your heart melts.. Ergh, he's just the one.. The one i've been waiting fer moi whole lyfe.. Hehehehe..
So yeah, looking good everytyme we go out.. ERgh.. I miss him already.. And Gee, we just met last nyte, and the day before and the day before and the day before.. Hahahaha.. Straight in a row.. Hehehehe.. Yeah..
So eversince he's been teaching moi lil bro', tehy've been takling bout Acit to lyke almost everyone.. Gee, wonder why?
Hmmm, suddenly I feel lyke eating Mrs Fields Brownies and Famous Amos cookies.. uuuhhhhhhhh..
I'm craving for em'...
*poof*
x My unthoughtful thoughts at
8:42 am
Thursday, February 26, 2004
Wokay, today is kinda lame.. Gee~ Only school fer lyke 2 hours.. And its only I.T and Human Resource..Gee~ How lame can dat be..
Hmm...Mel's doing her album and yeah.. me, adding up pictures in moi blog..
I'm bored..
I'm on moi Red Light, Green Light... Sheesh~
But hey.. Hahahaha.. Still had moi fun tho`.. If u get wat i mean.. Khekhekhekhe..
So Didnt talk to Scootchie fer some tyme alerady.. Wonder how he is..
Hmmm.. Nice pose u got there mate.. Khekhekhe~
So yeah.. misz moi baby already.. Alot!! ARGH!
Vidah didnt came to school today.. infact most didn't... Only 6 of the studz' turn up today.. And Mrs Yeo gave free biscuit.. So sweet.. Hahahaha..
Darn.. Radim talking to himself infront of me.. Weird guy.. Khekhekhe...
Talking bout Toten & his nu-Gf.. Awww~
Erm.. Creepy~ Now he's laughing alone.. Gee, wonder wats so funni..
Ergh.. So yeah.. Aish showed me some of the pictures we took during Abg Iwan's Wedding.. Gee, Vogue~ Khekhekhe..
So the Slutty~ Get wat i mean.. Hahahaha.. Shud wear something decent frm now onwards..
So yeah...
Wonder wat i shud do now...
Erm... Oh yeah, check out moi Va Va Voom.. Uhhh. Dat Car... Sleek or Wat? I LoIke~
Hehehe.. Cant wait till get behind dose wheels and i'll be gone with the wind~~
*Wuu HUuu*
x My unthoughtful thoughts at
11:37 am
Wednesday, February 25, 2004
Aite... Just finish moi work fer keyboarding.. Gee.. really had a day last nyt.. I mean yeah, followed Acit to his mates' pit and ergh.. Aite..No commentos...
Gee, so yeah had some drinks with Acits PeEps, Jengz and erm? Izin? hehehehe.. He looks funny with da nu-colour of his hair.. Cute~ so Clownish..
So yeah.. Got high fer a while dere..And it was only three shots of erm, Gin... And lyke the other tyme when we're drinking at the Irish Pub and head down to London Nights, i had so much drinks but da feeling of No-Neng was different.. Last nyt was like, ergh.. So freaking restless..slept the whole journey and poor acitz had to be awake.. I'm sorry Darl~ Didnt mean too.. Just cant help it.. Kinda restless dere all of a sudden.. the aftermaths.. Hahahaha... Thank gawd u're dere or i'd be on moi way to bangladesh by now.. Hehehe..
So spent some private moments with moi cute-cute Darl.. Oh yeah, thankz baby...
I guess you shouldn't have given me too much candy or I'll have toothaches..
Hehehehehe.. *WINK* *WINK*
But wat da hell, who doesnt like their candy aite?Makes me wanting u more..Even more.. Weee huuu~ "Sugar..Oh, Honey, honey..."~
DoInk~
Today....
Anna finally turn up at school but BuYaaAh!
With dat pyscho guy she used to hate so much...
Wats up with her? One minute she's dissing dat guy and now she's all over him.. You know wat? GO GET A LIFE!
I really thought Anna changed fer da better.. Coz i told her she still have me as a friend.. but den again, when i think it through... and when i finally see wats through her...i'd rather not give dat chance.. Its just gonna be down da drain..
Gee, i've never had this kinda friends before.. and i saw the pattern in her lyfe... Its always.. dat and dat and dat..
Guess wat Girlfriend... I really trusted you and if u feel dat i'm ur bestie, i think u can just forget about dat... I had enough of those games u played.. I tried to help.. i mean we try to help.. For goodness sake, theres a million hand reaching out fer ya to give ya dat helping hand.. but u ignore em' and still lead your life in stupidity... Haiz, i kinda regret letting Farid love dat someone.. I mean.. I feel fer him.. Hey Scootch, if u're reading this, I'm sorry fer wat ever shit happens between u & Anna... Seriously, u dont deserve her.. I thought u guys can make it through the thorns together but i guess she chose to leave because of her ego... I guess she never made dat effort to think far... Gee... Its okay Scootch.. U'll definitely find someone better out dere.. At least one without a moustache.. Hahahaha..
So yeah.. Think about it again Scootch.. at least deres no restriction when u wanna party at Koh Pahngan... Lyke wat Acit said, think Koh Pahngan, da girls, da fun u gonna have.. Gee~..
Haiz.. All da best..
So yeah.. I guess all peeps around her are talking bout wats gonna happen to her future... lyke wat's she's gonna do and all... Haiz.. Dont turn back to us if u fall into shit coz we're gonna give ya our shit back stairght at ur face.. And if u think dat we're pestering your so called "OLD-ENOUGH-TO-TAKE-CARE-OF-YOURSELF" Life, den i guess its time fer us to leave ya alone.. and if u drown in ur own problems, Fuck, we're never gonna turn back fer ya.. All this while we're so concern bout ya, u ignored us.. Mel's messages and calls.. clever girl, at least u know how to use dat lil' brains of yours to run away from us.. Why? Sick and tired of us? Pestering you day and nyte and not trying to understand your situation? And not giving you da chance to mend ur problems alone? Oh yeah.. I forgot, you're fuckinig 20 already and u think its like one big fuck and one big fucking matured lady? I guess we're even matured den u are in thinking wise bout da reality world.. Oh yeah, i remembered.. Remember wat u told me da otha tyme? You messaged moi Cellie saying, "I had funwit ya ah, bikz...thanks for bein there whenever i need u bestie...love ya so much..ur like a sis to me...wish u are ma sis..tc aite..msg me when u r home" I still have it moi fone.. saved under our so called "BAM" friendship thingy... and u use to ask me to msg ya evrytyme coz u care fer me and yada yada yada~
Yeah ryte.. U played out our friendship and my bestie too.. i'm not all about dissing ya but Gee, Farid's my good friend and i ant believe u did dat to him so easily... And now you're gone.. And the next thing i noe, Raihan was with you..
Ugh~its just disgusting da things dat u do.. I dunno if i can trust u as moi friend coz i'm afraid of being played out.. If u happen to be reading this Anna, go check out all your otha ex-Chicaz entry.. I guess dey sho' have alot to say bout ya..If u thik u want us to back off of your lyfe fer good, I guess we will.. Just dont have any regrets girlfriend... Good luck in your new life~
*poof*
x My unthoughtful thoughts at
12:17 pm
Monday, February 23, 2004
Aite.. I'm early fer school on moi own.. Surprising!! and mel promised to celebrate.. Hah![[mel: n0 i did n0t!!! (reachin out fer ma hair to grab at)grr!!]] Weee Wuuu~ *sob* *sob*
Hehehehe... Okay last nyte.. i was so looking forward to talk to Acit.. But erm, nvm.. Something just came to me..
I really dont mind coz he mite b tired and stuffs.. So watever..
But.. gee, nvm...he noes wat i mean.. I'mokay..
Gee... So, Saturday was kinda hahahaha, lame yet fun.. Kekekekeke...
Yeah, got in da same group Radim.. Hahahaha... Gee, of al peEps..
Wokay, played the macaronis.. sheesh, squeezing moi eyes out in search fer da alphaz.. Den da stoopid relay... Hahahaha... I saved the group in winning.. Wuuu Huuu~
Geee, and da eating.. Muahahahaha.. Yummy~ Esp da cheEsecake.. Grrr~..
So yeah, Friday nyt... gee, Just saying moi point of view out.. I mean u peEps noe how i really sucked at telling it staright to others face aite?
Erghh.. And i got in2 some shit too... I mean at least i feel lyke i'm doing da ryte thingy too.. but wat da hell..
At least Anna is fyne...fer now.. Ergh... U guys been misunderstanding one another since, i dunno wen and i dont care wen..
Gee, yeah its true dat Acit says dat every realtionship has its own ups & down..
I'm not being a hypocrite myself here but hey.. All da discontent we had, it was all da Squid Book ryte? Gee, where has he gone? Haiz...
And Mel, doenst giv a fucking shit bout it...
Wats with "Sins" & "Bam" then... Yeah maybe i'm closer to mel coz i met her since da first of school and we'v been hanging out together kinda lots of tyme.. We got into shit together and out of it together too.. Great ChicA.. And talk bout almost everything and anything..Yeah, she talk to ya straight in the face if she doesnt lyks it.. And yeah, maybe too straight dat it makes ur heart sometymes feel lyke killing her... But yeah.. Dats her... Freak! I'm gonna kill her soon!
[[mel: aarrgggghhhh!!! she's g0na kill mi!! umm xplain y i shud b afraid...]]
Mellie, u shud be afraid coz not everyone can tolerate da sharpness in you.. Some pEeps are freaking more sensitive den others.. and u noe dat ryte chica.. Lyke i said in dat forgotten Squid book, u are sometymes too sharp and yeah.. Scorpioz does stings i guess...
Maybe fer me and anna, i got close to her just eversince Farid came in2 her lyfe.. Mel, u noe dat we'r not he's angels and all.. Lyke.. Gee, i noe we use to have history and all but gee, its so over.. Thinking bout it, i wouldnt wanna be with him.. Gee.. hahahaha... Good thing it doesnt work out.. hahahaha...
So yeah, Anna, are we bestie's?
I've nvr trusted any of moi bestfriends ever before.. I did some thinking last nyte.. But wat i really see is, i'm really much more closer to mellie maybe coz the shit we got into and our parents... And closer to anna wen it comes erm, Farid?Gee, wat we talk about was yeah some of our probs we had and all and town and erm.. yeah dats it..
Gee, i dot wanna compare my bestiez but ergh... Maybe its true dat a 3 friendship thingy really doesnt last long coz one of us would be neglected etc etc.. and da neutral person had to choose between spending tyme more with who? Sheesh..
We use to have misunderstanding between all 3 of us and here we go again~
I cant tolerate some shit lyke peEps not being themselves and trying everyway when they really arent... why? Can somebody explain dat? And peEps whu think they are so perfect when they are actually not... Lyke get it straight.. U really sucked at some things dat u do and makes fucking disgusted bout you but i just shut moi fucking mouth up... till i explode it to someone else... Gee... Wokay.. Some peEps faking and trying to be lyke wat mellie? Contradictive.. Yeah.. Lyke yeah, so mellie did gimme some bad critics bout me.. but yeah.. its okay.. she noes dat i hate her fer dat.. but.. hahahaha.. She's still a fren tho'...
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGG
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Whats wrong with da world mama? hahahaha.. So da hippy hopp-hopp..
Bah! Watever morons..
Jerks..
Peeps whu are lyke wat again mellie? Ergh, nvm.. i think they get it already.. Haiz... So i'm da Dont-Care-Whats-Going-On person coz i kept quiet most of the tyme wen mel & anna are saying out their views.. Gee, Mel noes dat i cant be bothered anyway....Dats why she did mos of the talking herself.. Hah!
Oh yeah, when it comes to having fun and all, its always me and anna.. But when it comes to erm, me being No-Neng and so fucking sick, mels around too.. Thanks MelioWelio.. Hahahaha.. Was dat coincidence or was it just a friend indeed? I really do hate some of the thing she did.. Hahahaha.. And sometymes it really made me think, is she my friend or wat... Hahahaha..
Gee, i dunno? Hahahaha.. Niwae i appreciate it...
so........................................................................................................
Hah! Some frens really cant be trusted.. i mean u can be friends fer the whole fucking 6 years and still they give you shit and all.. I guess really i shud find a friend whu i can call.... a Friend... Someone whu's dere wen ur happy, and yet dat someone to give ya dat helping hand and listening ear... Even better, a shoulder to cry on....
So yeah.. Anna, u call me me ur bestie.. but to think of it, u cried on Mellie's Shoulder more den mine.. She was da one who chased after u when u were crying bout Raihan.. remember? In the lab? And i was strolling my way to da toilet instead.. Mel gave ya dat shoulder to cry on lot more den i did, and yet u call me ur bestie instead....And when Raihan message ya at Indra's place when Rafi's dere.... Mel was da one whu console u...Where was i at dat moment? Watching dat fucking T.V with dat stupid guy, indra...
U cried on my shoulder when its at Indra's place..When Rafi wanted u outta his lyfe.. Once...
Oh yeah, when you cried at Topshop, she was dere too.. And me? outside talking to Farid and Mikong.. Called me ur bestie again...
Gee, i'm dere most of the tymes with ya when we'r happy.. Recall again Anna?
Maybe yeah, i guess Mel does hav d ryte to b freakin pissed at ya. i dun freakin blame her fer tat. N obviousli Mel hav already had enuf of ya.. haiz..
Anna, u're 20 and think lyke a 20 year old fer goodnes sake.. U noe dat u had dat immaturity thinking in u.. everyone noes dat.. Even dat makcik dat falls from da 11th storey noes dat u're immature fer ur age... Its not bout da loOks.. Its all bout how u bring ur personality around...
Aite.. I'm not dissing ya but just stating my point of views.. And fer da first tymE,I saying my views frankly... Gee.......... Hah!
So thanks mel fer helping me taking off my hair deco done by Hafiz.. I look so fucking like a tribesman...... Ergh...
Hahaha, with a coconut tree stuck at the top.... cute or wat.. Beach babe katakan..
So Mel's still wearing her torn skirt.. Sexy or wat? Uhhh... Kinky & Wicked~
Woah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really did type alot aye? So yeah.. Mel cant wait to read up my entry.. Gee.. No hard-Feelings aite peeps.. I noe Mellie does not...
Hahahaha.. She's even worse i guess... Saying something dat might just hurt some otha sensitive peeps...
Gee, mel's cracking joke.. Now i shud consider whether she's moi fren of wat... And she's trying to whistle when everyone noes dat she cant... poor thing.. now she's dancing like Pee Wee.. Hahahahaha...Why? Coz she cnt whistle to dat Hindustani song...
Miss moi baby alot. .I'm sorry i acted lyke i shouldnt have... Thanks fer telling me baby, I'm learning from wat you have told me.. Thanks again.. See, i told ya ur my shining guiding star....
Love ya Darling more den i cud ever show...
*po0f*
x My unthoughtful thoughts at
10:30 am
Friday, February 20, 2004
Halu..
Aite been days seen i wrote in my last entry..
Hahahaha...V'Day?
Sheesh.. the town was full of dose Sachok Hangat matz-matz.. Sheesh..
The hip-hop peeps and all. .Hahahaha
So yeah.. Nothing much.. just kinda bored dat day too... Met up with Mikong & peEps.. Play pool and met up with Bestie Mellie & Praz.. So yeah.. Had our supper at Mac around 1am and went 2 bistro fer some creepy talk... Hahahaha..
Gee, and after all, still cant get enough of my baby... Ergh..
So yeah.. Abg Iwan is getting married the next day and.. Hahahaha.. Guess whu i saw?? Boy the two hours in doing evrything.. Sheesh..
Bath 2 hours, eat two hours, drink 2 hours etc etc.. Ergh.. Irritating freak~
So yeah watever... Who cares.. Thats so the history.. i can sense his glances while i was talking to his sis.. Khekhekhe.. We're so over..
So met baby again on monday at wdls... with Dee.. Den met bestie mellie again.. Khekhekhe...
So Baby stated to teach moi lil bro' tuition... Hahahahaha... Aite.. No commentz...
Distractionz, distractionz... Get wat i mean Baby? Hehehehe
So yeah..Today, Just can't wait fer school to end... Going out with Kidman..
Tooo bad lil poodle aint dere aite chicaz? kWaakWaakWaa~
Mellie's been having hard tyme i guess... Peeps...Lyfe... They're all shitty...
Hang on Girlfriend.. I get wat u mean.. i was backstabbed once by whom i assume was my bestie too.. And guess wat? the worst part is.. My stupid, fucking, X-boyfriend was part of their game too.. Fucking shitty aite? Imagine your boyfriend pairs up with ur bestie and backstabb u... Fucking two-faced peEps.. Niwae was i being too nice to em' coz their still moi friends and good ones...
Sheesh..
Peeps been having problems.. Another bestie poured all his problems to me at nyte... and i really feel bad fer him.. Sheesh... Hang on tight bestie.. He's been giving in and breaking down and yet receives pile of nothing in the end..
Hopefully that beau of urz realise wat she's been missing out aite? Niwae you can always count on me fer a listening ear... Aite...
Baby had a blog.. Feweet~
Hehehehehe...
Aite... Ergh... Ice Cold in this lab...
Wokay, dats all...
*poof*
x My unthoughtful thoughts at
8:36 am
Friday, February 13, 2004
Wokay check dis out.. Acit is Taurus & i'm Sagittarius..
See wat dey have to say bout us? Erghh......
TAURUS & SAGITTARIUS: This combo is better left as friends. The archer likes to gamble, free-spirited and taking each day as it comes. You on the other hand could never live without routine and would frown up the Sagittarians irresponsibility.
So am i dat irresponsible?Sheesh...
SAGITTARIUS & TAURUS: The Bull leads too structured a life for you to conform to. This is not a likely match. Taureans see you as a wanderer with no apparent direction.
Hmmm.........
*poof*
x My unthoughtful thoughts at
10:19 pm
Ergh... Wokay.. Gee, i'm so bored i dunno wat 2 do....
Wokay da songs sleepy..I'l just change some otha day lah...
So yeah.. erm.... wat else aye... Talking to msn with baby now... And hahaha....
I dunno wat to do....
Gee.. I erm.. i guess i'm just speechless..i can't think straight.. Why?
I guess its coz erm.. wat i talked bout just now.
Gee, watever..... I dunno.... why? Ergh....... Some body help me... Save my soul drowning inside....I have dis feeling inside me dat is so hard to explain ..
H E L P ! ! !
So watever da matter is.. it's okay.. Just let it be..
Wokay, last nyte... I did some thinking and yeah.. I'm quiting smoking at this 1 March 2004.. Yeah u heard me.... 1 march...
C'mons peEps whu noe me.. Gimme some moral support and motivations aite...
Thankz~~
x My unthoughtful thoughts at
10:15 pm
Aite, changed the song I live My Life For You by Firehouse to Angel by Sarah McLachlan...
So peaceful and yet so sleepy. SnoRe...
ZZZzzzZZZzzzZZZ~~~
*poof*
x My unthoughtful thoughts at
2:45 pm
Thursday, February 12, 2004
Aite, just finished updating moi blog.. hahahaha...
Yeah was in the net since 2.15 till now... sheesh..
I've spent hours changing the skins, adding in tag-board and erm yeah, imood..
Deres till summore trying to crack it out fer a free image hosting thingy.. ergh..
So wokay... Today was kinda shitty.. Kinda...
So yeah.. Mel's mum called and stuffs and yeah i can't go to school..sheesh..
Wat else can i do aite? Peeps kept msging me asking me how i'm doing and stuffs and i'm touched to noe dat dey care.. thanks..
wokay yeah..So mum wetn down to school and i got this last warning frm teachs saying dat in anytyme dat i' late fer sch and stuffs, moi name wud b cancelled from the class list.. Sheesh....
So tmr, mum's sending me to school to send the letter back to dat stoopid
"Botak- Tengah" section head.. Maybe i shud send her to Yun Nam Haircare instead..
But yeah, wat mel's said is true...
When u'r about to change fer da better, some peeps just cudn't give ya da chance too..
Sheesh.. is world..
I dont blame Mel's mum fer dis.. She did the ryte thing... i guess i shud thank her instead.. i mean at least i woke up...
Yeah things do happen fer a reason..Maybe yeah.. I cudn't afford to jeopardise d chance any more... U bet i've learnt my lesson...
To think about it, if i'm quiting school fer real, wats gonna happen to me in the near future? Hah! At least teach's telling my mum bout we've been coming late school.. wat if she told her dat i've not been coming to school regularly?
Hahahaha.... Watever..
So okay, i agree to Mellie... I guess teach's being unfair.. i mean dere is also some other peeps whose worse den us but why are we to b blamed fully? Fucking unfair...
So yeah.. Mel thanks fer ya concern bout me and helping me waking up and getting out of the house on tyme.. i really appreciate it...
You kinda lyke motivate me to come to school and ur endless msg dat keeps reminding dat.. "Bikz, we ct afford 2 b late. Wrya?"
Hahahaha... Lyfe.. Its' full of shitty things... Guess i gotta b strong.. Yeah mel.. I do...
I gotta stand on my grounds and be strong.. Change the whole self of me and get serious with school.. Niwae like Acit says, we're already half wat thru school it's such a waste to end here..No Future...
Haiz.. Wokay...I dunno wat else to say...
I got 2 noe i've got caring friends around me... Thankz...
Vidah made me cry... Boo Hooo... Fer da first tyme.. I was just touched...
Hahahaha... Emotional me..
So yeah... Dat's it i guess..
We'l see hows tmr.. and if Annie's gonna say something bout me tmr to evryone, i'm gonna shut her arse up till she's thinned...She better be warned...
wokay, so nani talked to in d msn just now telling me dat Kecik got a new gf and stuff..
Good fer him.. And hopefully she's better then me... Yeah.. i noe i was lyke yeah u noe wat i mean.. Gee, nvm..
hahaha...
Haiz... Miss my baby alot.. even tho' i've been seeing him evryday.. but it's just different.. when i'm with him, da world seems to stop revolving...
He has his own ways dat makes u long fer him and his touch..feeling his lips and feeling his face..makes you miss his kisses and his warm embrace...
Baby, feel the passion burning deep in my heart, wishing that we will never part..
Coming together hand in hand, melted and pressed as grains of sand..
Shaping a most beautiful pane of glass, etchings abound and trimmed with brass..
A beautiful display wanting all to see, your love remains unhidden and only sheltered for me..
*poof*
x My unthoughtful thoughts at
9:20 pm
Wednesday, February 11, 2004
Hah! skool ended, in the self-access room now.. Gee, finishing up our project.. And yeah u bet uts gonna look nice... Wee wuuu.... Hahaha...
Aite.. while doing dis project.. gee, we found out dat yeah, we're computers geeks after all.. Hahahaha... cool..
Hah, pix are taken and ready to be shown off to... Just wait till i scann all of em and its all fer da world to see..... Arghh.. Cant wait... Wee wuuu..
Hahahaha... Why da hell am i so excited today? Erm? Dunno?
Gee... I dont wanna noe...
Wokay.. I'm giving my blog a nu-look and nu- songs..
Hahahaha..It's lyke i wanna upgrade my blog to the nxt dimension.. Hah!..
Yeah ryte.. wat ever...
I'm talking crapp and shitty here... Gee...
Aite aite... Seems lyke last nyte was kinda erm. saddy day?
Geee..
Baby, thankz fer da advice last nyte... U really opened up my eye and made me wake up..
I'm sorry bout the past... but if u really love me, u wud accept it ryte? Lyke i said, i'm totally new and changed person now...
Trust me.. u can really hold on to my words on dat...
But den again, u always tell... Yeah yeah... i noe... ONLY TIME WILL TELL..
Gee.. Last nyte i did a lot of thinking... bout my chicas.. Erm.. Am i a hypocrite? Hahahaha...
i duno? gee, maybe.. but erm? Was dat facts we're stating?
Gee.. why are we being so childish.. Gee.. Wat ever got into dis world..
Me, myself & i...
I dont really quite understand me.. Sometymes, i just hate me...
Why? Coz i always do fucking lame, sto0opid and pathetic stuffs..
Lyke wat? U wudn't wanna noe... Geee.....
Lyke i say, i've turned to a new leaf..
Just hope peeps around me gave dat chance fer me to change and gimme dose motivations... Hah...
Enouf said... I've got alot to deal with dis lame blog of mine... Alot to be changed infact... i've been using dis skin fer erm months. and i hate it... i'm bored with it already...
Ergh......
Transformations cuming up...
*Poof*
x My unthoughtful thoughts at
5:06 pm
Monday, February 09, 2004
Aite...... Been's so long since i've been updating.. Hahahah... Wat a day..
Hahahaha... Baby's up to this giving the chicas pleaasure... Hmmmmmmm... Wat's up with dat? Ergh... i've read bout this guy working a s a gigolo in Female mags.. and i was kinda interested as dis guys get really easy monay aye?
Hahahaha...... But baby doing it?Dat'l be the last thing in his mind as long as he's with me.... Hmph.....
Wokay..
have been going out and having fun with the peeps and chicaz... So erm, yeah. the beach... hahahaha..
Oh yeah, cant update much as my modem at home is kinda down.. so yeah.. i'm using to the fullest advantage the computers in school..
Stuck with alot of projects to be done. ergh.....
Hmmm..... Wat else... Yeah.. me and baby has been together fer 2 mths.. Weee huuu...
Ni wae ni how... Hmmm...
Lyke peeps says I love him.. But loathes his friends?
Sheesh..
Looks as if i've been keeping Acit fer me, myself and i.. and he's been spending less tyme with his frens eversince i came into my lyfe? is dat true? coz i kinda have dis feeling inside me telling me dat... I dont want dat to happen... muakakakakaka....
But den again.. we'll see den.....
Hmmmm...... now acit's talking bout getting it on with some other girls...
Ergh.......
Argh.......
My dream a dejavu after all? wat's up with dat? I'm freaking scared it'll happen and here he is telling me is true after all.. Fuck i've got no more mood fer anything.. Damn...
x My unthoughtful thoughts at
1:48 pm
